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♥ 23.08.15 ♥

It's Sunday!!!

Hello world...long time i didn't update my blog edi..

There was too many things happen to me during the past half year:-

Changes in work environment

Finding job in the berry new place for me - Singapore

The most ever saddest things and unwilling to accept the truth which was my beloved grandma had passed away

Haiz...really sad 

WHY...WHY..WHY...

After started work for 1 month in SG, my beloved grandma left us

What a kind of hard situation and the saddest things + feelings that i previously never had before

The pain is really like....haiiizz...indescribable 

which i never had before..

BUT i knows that the reality was grandma had left us and we still need to keep going our life..

Work,Eat,Sleep

 ♥ I REALLY MISS HER VERY VERY MUCH ♥

Miss her voice 

Miss talk and chit chat with her

Miss sleep together with her

Miss having breakfast,lunch, and dinner with her

Miss helping her massaging her foot

Miss the cooking session with her

Miss watching drama with her

Miss drinking coffee with her

Miss the moments where i dare to drive and fetch her to mum's shop

Miss the delicious foods that prepare by her

Miss the moments when i reach home the first things is look for her

I will alwis call " Grandma" Grandma", i'm back

Where are you?

and she will reply "ooiii" 

GRANDMA...I MISS U

ARE U ALRIGHT NOW?

ARE U WITH GRANDPA NOW?

DID U ALWIS QUARREL WITH GRANDPA?

DID U ALWIS SCOLD GRANDPA?

I MISS U VERY MUCH... so do Mummy..!!!

We all love you

YOU ARE THE GREATEST GRANDMA FOR ME IN THIS WORLD

I will not forget all the lesson, things and cooking skills that you had taught me

You'll alwis in my heart..

and

I believe that u will alwis look after us from heaven

and be our guardian angel

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